Woke up this morning thinking about Apple. His arms around my while we spoon. Then thought of Cherry. I miss Cherry. I want Cherry. I kept thinking about the amazing times we had. Oh Cherry ;)

I Still Love you. 

Sometimes you make it so hard to be just friends, sometimes I want to be nothing because you make me cry so much but, I care too damn much to leave, I don't know what I'd do with out you. 

Just for him... If he even cares to check up on the Blog anymore.

JEALOUS. I hate it. I don’t want to date him but I hate that he is happy and flirty with the girls and calls one of them his “fiancée”. Why do I hate that he is so good with the girls? He has always been good with the girls even when he had a girlfriend. AH! Ouch holy shit~ Why did that hurt? He went offline, with out a hello. :’( 

Why the hell do I miss this guy? He hurt me. I shouldn’t care… But I do. I care about him. 

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Im online… I wonder if he will IM me, maybe explain where the hecks he has been… Should I write on his wall? No… Just be bored and take some stupid “personal questions” quiz lol 

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He talks about her all the time. She loves when he holds her hand. She is 20-22 and he is 18. She has had a boyfriend for the past 3 years and he just had his heart broken. She is beautiful. He is a cutie. She likes him, he likes her. She has a boyfriend. She has a 3yr long relationship. He has a girl who says she is over him but gets kinda jealous when he is with other girls. Then this girl simply tells herself he has been like that the whole time she was dating him, he is and always will be a little man whore, player, flirt, home wrecker and cheater… But she still cares. She may not want him, but she also doesn’t want anyone else to have him.

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Abandoned

Abandoned this blog is.
No one loves it,
but forever it will remain for the memories.
The memories I typed out.
The thoughts that spill from my fingers.
The love I feel.
The sad days I have.
The wide array of emotions,
that I express.
No longer very anonymous here,
I run.
Run to something else,
perhaps a journal?
Or a new blog.

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Posted thought I should state. I don't need you Bloggie. I used to love you, but now I have a new love. Tumblr <3