I can't stop thinking...
about him...
I don't want to talk to him
because there will be issues
but I do
I do want to talk to him
I love him,
not the same way he does me
but I do
I do
I do,
I love him.
BUT
friends, family, and head all agree
leave the boy alone,
don't speak to him
NO contact...
however my heart...
Is like a stupid dog
wanting to run towards danger
trying to chase a car
but my head, my logic
is like the owner,
holding the dogs leash
trying so hard to protect
who doesn't know they need protected.